INBOX for purgastory

[aerodynamic]

HELLO

"Yo. Is this thing on?"

GOODBYE

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[aerodynamic]

[ he thinks maybe outright saying it would be overbearing but at the same time yeah, he's concerned and rafayel is in the collection of people he's going to think about for a long time. he can't help but laugh slightly at that though. ]

I was still a little lonely even before I met you guys. I don't know if it'll be any easier now going back. [ he will at least outright say that. ] But I'll give it my best shot, how about that? I think we all have some things we're gonna have to work on when we get back.

[glub]

[ the sudden admittance to having been lonely does end up striking a chord with rafayel. it was hard to admit at times and even now, he knows he's refusing to acknowledge that possibility. however, in spite of all this, he does end up giving a sympathetic sort of smile. ]

Someone once told me that they can't always make such impossible promises, but that we can try our best at least. Back then it really just sounded like an excuse, but I kinda think I know what they mean now.

But, yeah, let's try our best. [ a pause, before: ] Cause I'll know if you don't.

[ what is he... santa claus... ]

[aerodynamic]

[ he can see how that would sound like an excuse, and he thinks about this for a few moments. ]

It could be an easy way to brush off what people want and claim somebody's still making an effort. But I think I get that it means. Trying our best might make it feel less impossible. [ but he raises an eyebrow even if he gives rafayel an awkward little grin. ]

Should I take that to mean you're gonna keep an eye on me? I think I can handle that.

[glub]

You better not take that back when I begin nagging you in your sleep, yeah?

[ not that rafayel is as much as a nagger as he is an annoyer, but listen...

tries to mess his hair up while he rubs his head. ]

[aerodynamic]

[ they get along because they're both annoying in their own ways. there's a squawk though, a hand batting at rafayel's. not the hair!! the hair is already kind of a mess, but it's fine. ]

Why do I get the feeling you wouldn't let me take it back even if I wanted to?