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[ this actually makes sense. it's not the worst advice, and it's sort of in line with what he was thinking to begin with. ]

I mean... I think I'm pretty serious about Yu. [ that's his eurydice, his partner, the idiot he's now bound himself to forever. ] I want to tell him someday, probably. I don't know how much I can handle just... not, you know? Now that time's passed and I know how I feel.

Ryuji and I are from the exact same version of our world, but we're five years apart. We don't know each other there, and I don't even know how we'll find each other again someday. So... after we leave, obviously things would stop. Both of us know it's just for fun anyway.

[ well. probably. ]

[ he nods... yes he remembers... younger guys.... also it's good that tobari can't read the final brackets or else this'll be a big problem

but in that case, ]

Then there you have it. No need to hook up with anyone else, just tell Yu how you feel and when it makes sense, you can go over past relationship stuff.

[ no point in hiding things anyway.... ]

[ it's fine, this is a potential problem for future yosuke if he still has confusing feelings when he gets home. but he's convinced he won't thus tobari doesn't need to know. ]

Okay. No hooking up with anyone else... figure out what to tell Yu and when and then maybe talk about the rest here. I can do that. The, like, telling part is still a little scary but it's a little more doable than before. That has to count for something.

It does.

[ he'll be confident if yosuke is still experiencing doubts ]

It's fine if you're still nervous about it... but if it feels a little more doable every day until you feel like you've worked up the confidence properly, then you're already there.

Right?

Yes? [ please sound more sure. ] Yeah. ... if I'm honest, even if he doesn't feel the same way I know he'll still be okay with it and just let me down gently which is actually more embarrassing than telling him in the first place, but I could probably get over that. Kinda don't have much of a choice since we're stuck together forever now.

[ again, the buyer's remorse was so real at first. ]

Depending on how much he remembers of this experience, too, he probably needs a little time anyway.

[ nods... ]

Then take your time with it. Like you said, he's not going anywhere. There's no one's timeline or expectations that you have to meet.

Just you and your best friend, figuring out what your relationship looks like next. Something tells me it'll only get stronger from here, even if it comes in a way you don't expect.

[ there's a moment he seems to be considering this before there's a soft laugh. ]

And as usual, you're right. Who am I to ignore such solid advice? [ he at least feels more sure now that before. ] Thanks, Tobari. Kinda thought you were gonna call me an idiot for binding us together forever but... just gotta work with it now. I can do that.

[ he tilts his head at that, raising a brow ]

If you love someone and circumstances make sense, why wouldn't you hold onto them for as long as you can?

[ this is so funny to type after announcing that tobari is no longer in love with his mc in chat ]

[ i am flying over colorado and wondering what the fuck happened and how. why!! OKAY.

it's fine, yosuke is letting tobari's business be tobari's business. ]

There's always the chance they don't want to be held onto, maybe? If you really does want to be with someone else, maybe I just blocked that. But that's hypothetical and I get your point. For me as a person, sure, it made sense.

[ it's so funnyyyyyy ]

Who says that the love has to be romantic? I do think you're overthinking...

But as far as I'm concerned, it just means that you have your best friend for life. Who wouldn't want that?

[ the look that says they both know he's very good at that. ]

Yeah, yeah... you're not wrong. That's originally what I thought I was getting anyway. So... hopefully by the next time I see you, I'll have a different update for you.

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